We Shall Over Come
We all have ugly phase in our lifetime, don't we? I had mine too. I've got ups and downs but nothing was like this one. It was so bad that the ugliest thought have come into my mind; "I want to end this pain." I lost my value, I looked down to myself, I didn't feel good enough for the world, for others. I couldn't trust myself. What is it about? I am pretty sure that you will think it is not even important if I will ever tell you what. But for me, it is. I tried to tell what I was feeling to a FEW people, didn't tell them how much it hurt me though, thought it might reduce the pain. They, to whom I shared my anxiety, were very supportive. It calmed me down but couldn't heal me. However, thanks to them their kind words have given me the courage to believe in myself again. It took some time for me to pull myself together. With the thought "if they do believe in me, why don't I?" I started to work my ass off. Work so hard that I will...